5:51 pm

my birthday is in one week. normally i love my birthday's
i get all my boys together we go out to my favorite restaurant
then i get treated like a queen by 5 guys. this year phred is working
till midnight and lately my boy's haven't been the best at returning
my calls.
doesn't matter.
i'll find fun with or without them.
sometime late thursday night i'll be really high
and dancing with a huge smile on my face.
i'm embracing the final year of my 20's with confidence
and determination to follow my own path. lately i've sidetracked
some of my passions, i can feel them pushing to the surface
on the verge of bursting out.
i think the ladies will be here friday so the party will start all over again.
this will be the first birthday in years that meaghan i will celebrate together.
no matter what i am not going along with her plan to tell people were turning 25,
that's just silly.

decided to go home to the family this weekend. i'm nervous about seeing
my dad. not the seeing him part, but the part about what's going on his life.
i'm sure he'll play the avoidance game as long as possible.
he quit his job last week and wants my help on his resume, i just think that's
so cute. i remember when he used to help me with mine.
Anyway,
still on a mission to get laid.
tired of playing with myself!

arAmat is horny

PS
big hugs to my friend in teXas
i hope your well.