5:10 pm

tomorrow is my last day at work
i was laid off yesterday along with 15 other
people, some left the building in tears.
our contract was until the end of june so this was
unexpected.
i'm feeling remarkablely calm considering both
phred and i are out of work now.
i'm secretly envisioning myself
going on unemployment for the summer
spending all my time beading and taking
pictures. but i know back in the real world
that will never fly i already have an interview
set up for friday. i'm on the ball! i'm also a little
drunk right now so that might account for
my rambling blog entry today .
phred is golfing right now unless he and colin
got to high and starting playing their guitars.
i just wrapped my loom and i'm ready to bead
but suddenly i'm craving the company of others.
last night i wanted so badly for our friends to go
home i had a massive headache. but the sens won
so all is good. but now i feel like i could talk
for hours with someone, maybe its nervous energy?
i don't know
but i'm hungry and i can't sit in
this chair anymore.

arAmat