8:01 am
its funny how things change so
quickly from what you think is
your imminent reality to what
actually unfolds into that
imminent reality.
like last night for example.
sexy office boy and i
drank a beer together
in the park after work.
joked and teased each other
for bit then went our separate ways
concluding that if our significant
others were ever to break up with us
we'd have to hook up and have sex..
of course all this extra attention
from someone other than phred i
have to admit has felt really good.
its nice hearing that someone thinks
your attractive. i'm sure all my sexual
innuendo's and overt flirting help to promote that
attraction.
so back to reality.
last night phred and i were supposed to
spend the evening together seeing how
he's been running away from me lately.
that's how it feels anyway..
shortly after i got home we smoked
a dube and were starting to get really comfy on the
couch when the door bell rang, it was Mon. she
dropped Laz off and went to class. then Neville
called asking what was up for suRvivor. he came by
with a 12 of beer for dinner. so there went our
intimate dinner for two which quickly turned
into small dinner party including 2 dogs! it was
definitely a fun night, i'm not complaining about
having my friends over, its just funny how quickly
plans change. i think phred was disappointed for awhile
but once he lit the bbq and suRvivor started he as all good.
i drank lots of the beer, walked the dog and went to bed by
midnight totally forgetting to call my dad.
i just wanted to hear his voice.

Meaghan called last night and made me
feel like a horrible friend.
she's coming up next weekend, early
saturday morning is the plan. *sigh*
i can't afford more company!
oh well i love that bitch.

i walked to work this morning
feeling pretty good about myself. during my
morning mad rush of showering (with my new soap)
gulping back some coffee and trying to figure out what to wear on a whim i picked up my skinny jeans.
thank god when i put them on they felt amazing and better yet looked amazing, well according to phred anyway but he was half asleep.

8:46 am
sexy office boy just came to see me. he's hung
over and he smells really good.

arAmat *needs a hug*