1:42 pm

sexy office boy is gone for the afternoon,
i miss his energy all ready!
today
our lips touched
ever so
lightly
slightly
tongue grazed
man i'm crazed!

i've never felt heat like this before.

last night people from work went out for drinks
i made sure i was sitting next to sexy office boy.
we held hands and caressed legs to the point
where i was wet for him.
fuck!
after sexy office boy left
it was just brian and i drinking and
smokin butts. all was well until he
started to put the moves on me.
holding my hand, telling me that i'm
beautiful and that if i didn't have a boyfriend
he would have asked me out by now.
in the cab his hands reached for me
and played with my hair. i tried not to make things awkward but when he dropped me off and planted one right on my lips that's when i set him more than straight. i very disappointed to say the least. we had such a nice work relationship,
i really enjoyed his company and now i feel like
all he wanted was in my pants.phred thinks i'm
completely naive to think that any guy would just want to be my friend.
fuck phred!
i refuse to be that cynical.

agh! so tired i wanna go home and sleep,
i wanna dream of sexy office boy
doing all those things to me that he's written
in the little crumpled notes that we've exchanged.
mmmmmmmmmmmmm

so much to do tomorrow before we leave for the
wedding! i need a hair cut and i wanna exchange my shoes for another pair.
super sexy! black leather with a wide cuff around the ankle.....

i guess i should get back to work,
but all i can think about is sexy office boy
sayin he wants to go down on me.........
*SIGH*

arAmat *is on fire*