9:36 am

listening to sexy
office boys CD.
such a wicked voice
its hard to work though
with all the thoughts its
evoking.

last night
sexy office boy was in my bed.
well not literally but it was
so real. it felt real like his arms
were around me like he was lying
naked in bed with me.
i was so convinced that it was him
that when i turned to look he was
all i could see.
after a moment and i was able to
focus a bit better i could see my
darling phred with the funny fake
tattoo on his arm and that
cut on his chin.
i'm being bad lately
at not being completely honest in my blogs
not that i'm telling lies i'm just choosing to leave things out
under the pretense that i haven't had enough private time to write.
i've always strived to be truthful in my journals and not censor myself especially now that i have a forum of anonymity i have no excuse i have no repercussions to fear.
i should be embracing this opportunity to purge myself of my experiences and feelings.

*still listening to sexy office boys cd, fuck i
just want to walk over there and grab him!*

see that was good! i wrote what i was feeling!

now if i can just continue that all will be well
in my head.

well now its no excuse i gotta go
the pit is full now and people i don't know keep coming in here to ask me questions that don't apply to me.
i don't like the pit!
i feel like i'm being watched.
its like the movie clock watchers, put all the temp workers in one area where they can monitored.

aRamat *shines*