9:56 am
i was so convinced that when phred stooped
working shifts that things would return to
something resembling normal. now after i pick him
up from work at 5 pm we come home and he sleeps on
the couch for at least 2 hours. at the beginning of the week
i'd join him for a little siesta but i can't sleep at 5pm! i'm thinking
about dinner and other things. after his nap he'll get up either happy or
mad that i didn't wake him sooner, then he'll eat and maybe go out.
so he stays up late, i go to bed and we repeat the next day. i've
tried seducing him awake from his naps with no success, its been
at least 2 weeks since we've had sex and i'm about to explode!
next week i begin my contract and my hours are 7:30 am to 3:30 pm
i'm hoping that things will start to take on the shape of a somewhat
consistent relationship again. this is our anniversary as well. we don't
have a specific date but we remember that 7 years ago in march we
were fucking so decided to make it our anniversary...

well tomorrow is international women's day!
i'm going to try and rallying the chicks i know to go
downtown to march. i miss my activism days....

i also just found out that my dad is sick.
he has permanent liver damage from
alcohol and drug abuse. so far his continued drinking
baffles me but he cuts me off when i try to bring it up. my
mum told me in confidence about him being sick, i'm not
even suppose to let him know that i know! fucking nuts my family...

aramAt

*i saw you sexy office boy on t.v last night HOT!*