7:35 pm

still @ work.
got an email from melanie today, my old roomate from residence.
we haven't really kept in touch but for some reason she wants me meet
tomorrow night for drinks. we had one great summer together tree planting
then she dropped off the face of the earth..... she reappears from time to time
and again today. i'm not really in the mood but neville is bouncing off the walls excited to see her.
i guess i'm still sour about how we parted years ago, long story but she didn't behave like
a good friend should.

well its almost time to head out.
phred is insisting that i call him after i'm done at the gym for a ride home.
i like walking in the dark close to the shadows.

sometime soon i'll be on the NewRO since i'm working in
city centre office were having all sorts of press come down here.
i hope i look OK, how shallow does that sound? today hasn't been good
day for self confidence and image. i'm not sure why but inside i feel awful, i would
never project that just my super strong persona.
maybe i'm retaining water?

aramaT *the bloated*