6pm
just waking up from a heavily sedated
slumber.
i had the strangest dreams. in one of them
i was on a roller coaster that had no safety bars,
and everyone was sitting one in front of the other
in a single line.
i was holding on to the legs of the man behind me
thinking that we were all going fall and die on this ride.
as we started to move backwards i closed my eyes and
could feel myself slowly being maneuvered upside down. and
with a huge release the roller coaster flew forward
and upside down again. the entire time with my eyes closed
i was waiting to
fall, listening to people scream and yell,
but they were all having a
good time and i was terrified.
i wonder what that means?
i had dreams about people i work with,
in one of them i was in an never ending meeting
and nev was constantly talking about a database
that had to be religiously maintained or something
awful would happen, he couldn't tell us what so no one
wanted to do it. nev became enraged with us all for not taking
him seriously.
the rest of them got kind of dirty, which was nice to wake up
with sex on the brain, even it feels like its about to break through
my skull.
i remember phred came in the room once to bring me
some water and more zomig, be put blankets over the window
to block more of the light out. he took such good care of me.
its a good thing he left a note, i don't remember him leaving.
he left me 20 bucks and packed pipe for me.. what a guy!
i wish he would have stayed home though.

well i think i'm going to get something to eat
and go back to bed. no matter how my head feels
tomorrow i've to get to work.

aramAt the cold