9:11 am
feels like a blah kind of day so far.
i woke up to the obnoxious sounds of the construction outside my apartment at around 6 am.its good thing actually i woke up on the couch. usually if i fall asleep out there i wake up during the night or phred comes to take me to bed. when he got up he said that i refused to go with him last night to the bedroom. i have no memory of any of this. he said he came home around 2am and i was sleeping on the couch, he tried to take me to bed and i yelled at him to leave me alone....

i spent my night beading and drawing naked ladies in my sparkle note book.
i felt kind of angry last night, every time the phone rang i ignored it, pissed off that some was disturbing my artistic flow finally i just turned off the ringer.

i want to turn everything off around me.


aramaT *wants a smk*