8:45 am

so tired again today coupled with a bitch of headache
and an aching uterus...
late last night my mum called worried about
my dad, he hadn't come home and she couldn't reach
him on his cell phone. when she finally did hear from him he was the
GO station trying to catch a train home, he said he truck broke down but mum
said he sounded wasted. when dad talks a lot its a dead give away that he's drunk.
i'm sure mum gave him shit when he came home, for all his asshole moves i still think that my mum is way to hard on him. she's always been disciplinarian in the family and at times she treats dad like another one of her children, at least i think so. enough! i wish this back and forth game would just end.

another day in my cube has begun, i haven't even been here an hour and i'm fighting the urge to flee.

tonight i'm hoping to dance all my troubles away along with a few gin & 7's but no one will come out with me. bastards.
what the hell is wrong with me?!
phred who usually is good to go when i really want him too has said no adamantly, its funny though mon called last night to tell him that the bellville bulls are playing tonight and he's all over that! they know the coach so they want to go say hello. fucking bullshit. he has no $ to go out with me but enough to go to a shitty ohl game.

oh well.

i hope sexy office boy is here today.
*sigh*

aRamat