3:05 pm

insomnia continues.
i feel as if i've been walking around
only half aware of what's taking
place around me.
i was able to realize that
phred and i did indeed argue
and that it wasn't a dream i had.
i had no strength to fight back or to
defend myself from his words.
i just sat there.

so this morning my christmas
poinsettia was delivered from my
landlord half wilted and dying.
i hope that its not some sort of
warning for what's to come for the
rest of the holidays.

sexy office boy and i are chatting a bit
right now. even in my sleep deprived
state of confusion he gets me hot,
*sigh*
i hope to invite him over for a little visit
soon, its been 2 weeks since i've seen him.

i think its time for a drug induced nap
i found the neocitron, along with some
graval that should send me off to la la
land for awhile.

arAmat