9:10 am

phred and i had such a stupid
fight last night. we fought
as i prepared dinner then he
laid down on the couch and we
didn't speak for solid hour.
after dinner we just slide into
a comfortable semi silence for the
rest of the night. then at about
9 he fell asleep. when i took him
bed and lay next him i realized i
was holding on with both hands.
that's kind of how i feel about
the relationship right now,
that i'm just able to hold on
to it, to him...


arAmat