7:59am
just got to work.
its quiet enough still to hear
the whirling of the air conditioner
kicking in.
feeling very poetic today and
slightly dramatic. i think
i'm looking for grand gestures
and overt tactics today for
amusement and will settle for
no less!
i feel that over the weekend i've
had to hold back so many times from
saying what's on my mind, not out of fear of
offending but from keeping from debate. i didn't
feel like defending myself or my reasoning.
i think i'm holding up well with my truths and
expelling them as they come, but of course keeping
some good ones to my self for my own enjoyment,
or keeping them from those who would be overly critical.
as i welcome constructive criticism i try to stay away from those who begin sentences with,
"you know what you should do?"
i think its all in the
way they phrase that sentence that makes it sound
pretentious.
like they know What i should do.

i had a good weekend with Mon and Laz.
Laz is a great bitch, we took long walks and i could care less that she's shedding all over my apartment.

spent saturday with my two boys downtown where
i felt like the luckiest grrl around.
i went slightly crazy at Sassy bead co. i'm so close to finishing my bag its absolutely amazing!
at our little party friday night lots of people checked
out my new work and i heard some favorable
reviews. like they would be critical to my face about it..
but none the less is was cool to hear that people like what i've spent the last few months working on.

well i can hear more people slowly trickling in this
chilly monday morning,
i should get to work and put my head phones before cube mate shows up...

aRamat the excitable