11:11 am

everyone is mad at me!
so i'd like to take this opportunity to
say FUCK OFF to all those who are
trying to trap me in their expectations.
everyone but phred.
i know he's stressed about me not working full time
yet but he has been incredibly supportive.
today i'm to go fill out some forms with the gov
for a job that i applied for in December.
that's good news according to phred. i still
have no clue how these government depts work...
anyway
besides having those closet to me mad at me
i'm surprisingly OK with that. i could care less if they want
to waste their time with anger directed at me.
as soon as things go well for me on the art front
my sister and friends get resentful. its about time
my hard work started to pay off.... but that's another
story for another time.

araMat * the hungry*