7:32 am

just discovered the coffee i made is shit.
what a disappointment.. like my weekend.
my parents avoid me so i wasn't able to make
plans to travel home. i still think the family
needs to confront my dad and soon.
friday at 4 pm i got the phone call i had been
waiting for since monday. i didn't get the job.
honestly i was a bit shocked. never in my life have
i had so many interviews and NOT got the job.
i'm amazing in interviews.
as soon as i got off the phone i was breathing an internal
sigh of relief and let phred comfort me. i didn't confide in him
that i really didn't want it. i know i didn't project that in the interview
i was the perfect suck up in an understated way of course......
so i spent the rest of the weekend sewing and beading
listening to phred play his PS2. i went skating on the
canal yesterday, this morning when i got out of bed i found my
legs to be incredibly stiff. ouch!
besides that it was a quiet weekend.
too bad my sweet Grandma couldn't say the same thing.
she found a lady dead in her apartment. this is the second
time she's found a dead person. this time apparently it really
upset her, this woman was only in her 60's she died of a heart
attack. when my grandma found her she was lying on the
kitchen floor and her little dog was weeping next to her.
so sad.


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