7:34 am

i spoke to my mum last night, it was about
7 pm and my dad still wasn't home yet.
that's an indicator that he's drunk somewhere so i
called him on his cell phone. he really didn't want to
talk to me and once i heard his voice i didn't really
want to talk to him. it wasn't really him it was drunk dad.
juls thinks he's using drugs again but i can't see how he can
afford that habit. but then again i'm 4 hours away and had
no idea he was this bad off again.
he keeps insisting that this is between him and mum,
that she's blowing things out of proportion or just trying to
slander him. which is just wrong, even when they were separated
my mum never said bad things about him.
i don't know what to do, i feel so helpless to do anything for him.
i've written him, left him messages he won't talk to me at all about
this or julia.
i'm very worried.

arAmat