10:22 am

i've spent at least 2 hours this morning reading other peoples blogs possibly in an effort to avoid writing in mine...i've come across some really interesting ones and others are just in my opinion awful. especially ones spouting religious crap, buy hey that's just me...
i had a conversation last night with neville, he sounds just as low as i feel right now. he's contemplating breaking up with his lady who lives on the east coast. i say dump her and do it quickly because it will only get harder as more time passes by. she's a real sweet girl but it will never work.
so for that last two days i've been sick, i don't know what happened but one night after my work out i felt incredibly nauseous. i puked at the Y and then again in the parking lot. just nasty. during these two days phred has been really horny, sometimes he can be the best guy ever and other times just clueless... does it look like i want to suck your cock i just threw up you bastard! and on top of top of puking i messed up my birth control pills which really screws me up. i detest having to put hormones in my body.
well phred ended up getting really lucky, after i smoked the best medicine ever i gave him the best blow job ever. i hate feeling like i've placated him with sex, but that's what it feels like in this situation...
this weekend phred's parents are coming up. his father has been making us a bedroom set and now its completed! the design is just amazing, very european, sleek and sexy!
the strange part of the weekend is that his parents are going to stay with us! agh! we've never had any parents stay with us over night... we have two bedrooms we can accommodate them its just going to be different. usually they get a hotel room. what if i have to take a shit and one of them is the bathroom doing the same thing?! oh the horror!
well i better get phred up soon. this week he's working 1-9pm. he really hates this job and doesn't think he can stick it out a year for the possibility of a promotion. i say fuck it and get the hell out, find something else. that's the way i operate, not phred. he'll stay there till after christmas, maybe he'll leave earlier when CCRA calls him back. who knows?

aramaT *the bead queen*