2:03 pm

today is my little sisters birthday she's 24.
i was telling her probably for the millionth time that i
actually remember when we brought her home from
the hospital. i remember peeking over the back seat
of the car into this bundle of pink blankets and not
being able to see her. i was immediately afraid that
my parents had left her, that's probably the moment
i began my big sister over protective stance.
which still continues to this day. so there i was starting
to cry in the back seat of the car until my mum peeled
away the blankets to show me my little sista was just fine.
there was a lot a fuss about her birth because she came out
a "different way" from how my mum had earlier explained.
a last minute c section produced my sister. i thought that
was special for some reason. to say the least i think my sister
is VERY special, i'm so proud of her. she's intelligent, confident
and extremely talented. suddenly missing her very much *sigh*
tonight her friends are taking her to the White Stripes concert which
should be great, i hear they have some odd stage show...

today hasn't been a good day for me.
no real reason, it just hasn't been.
i feel like hiding.

araMat