noonish

no sexy office boy again today
:(
oh well i guess i'll just have
pass the time working, god forbid!
actually i've been speeding through
todays boring assignment, i doubt
i'll have enough work to last the day at
this rate.
its been so long since i've felt his lips,
or his quick touches that reach my core...
*SIGH*
i spoke to my mum again last night,
she told me that dad has made a decision.
that he will no longer stop for a drink on the
way home.... he'll just have one when
he gets home.
yeah much better....
now he's home every day
by 6 pm, usually he was getting in around
7-30 pm mum says. so he wasn't working
all that time but drinking........
apparently that pneumonia scare really worried him,
i guess it made him realize that he's not
a young man anymore and should be concerned about
his health.

speaking of health, i saw my doctor this week
and i'm happy to report that i'm all good.
i still have to go back at the end of the month for
my physical plus pap, agh! blood work though is all good,
i noticed that she checked off the HIV test as well. when i
asked her why i was tested for that she replied "why not?" i guess
so. i went for one in university after "the incident"
as well as a battery of other tests.

i find it amazing that i can refer to the "incident"
as such. anything but the truth is good for me.

enough!

araMat