7:15 am

patiently sitting in front of my
glowing box waiting as the
pages load hoping to hear that
stupid little electronic indication
that he's online.
why do i still hold so much
anticipation for this guy?
one look into his eyes
and i feel why.
i sent him an email saying
i think i would devour him if i
had the opportunity too.
i'm shameless
and wanting...
i find that i want much these days
i want sex,
friendships, and stimulation.
i want excitement to wake me in the
morning and make me so tired that
i can't wait to sleep at night.

aramAt *on the verge*