11:40 am

well its official my dad is now lousy drunk.
he's a shit load of trouble.
i got sporadic phone calls last night with sketchy details.
my sister told me he said he's leaving our mother.
i just got him on his cell phone and was able to tell him
that i love him no matter what. i said i was worried about him
he just kept saying OK,. OK. OK.
he's furious with my mother apparently because my sister and i know
what's going on.
right now my parents are helping my sister
move so going home would be pointless
but next weekend i'm going.

i wasn't able to cry about this last night
but as soon as i heard his voice today i started to
crack.
i'm so afraid of what he might do.

araMat * loves her daddy*