7:20 am

my family has ignored most of the weekend
causing me to panic at moments.
i know they were moving my sister into her new
apartment. i spoke with her yesterday, she said
saturday everyone acted as if nothing was wrong.
she thinks it because her friends were around, most
likely. but i specifically told my mother to call me when she
got home. i even wrote an email to my dad about how much
i love no matter what. no response.
this can't be ignored, dad's going to court soon
apparently, that's another secrete i'm not supposed to
know about.

my interview is at 10 am
with the co owner of the company.
part of me is afraid that i'll get this
job and be stuck in a career path that
i care nothing about. the other part of me
is afraid that i won't get the job and i'll
have to resort to being to a crack whore...lol
good to know i have options..


araMat