1:07 pm
agh! i hate my friends! (not really)
andy that bastard ended up
having an impromptu party saturday
night and didn't call me/us.
he called everyone else...
phred could care less seeing
how he's there almost every night
anyway. they have no problem
calling him to do things, just me
it seems.
its the man/woman friendship
scenario i think. it was easier
for them when we were younger
but now their just distancing themselves
socially from me. i only see them when
i'm with phred. i called all of them
to come out with me last wednesday,
i'm not sure why i continue to try.

i know my boys love me,
but their just not there for me
anymore.
i need new friends. just for me friends.
i need a smk.

aramaT * is angry*