9:05 am

crazy last few days. phred and i have been talking non stop about our
last encounter with our "special friends"
were both feeling incredibly great about the whole thing.
they are one sexy couple!
besides that i have yet another wedding to attend this weekend!
i let phred off the hook so he dosen't have to come home and be hounded
by family with endless questions.... i'm way to good to him...lol

city officials have come. investigation begins.
no permits have been issued for the work the owner is doing.
he's in tRouble!

araMat

9:21 am

well the city officials should be showing up soon.
first the owner sends guys to ripe my balcony down without
24hrs notice and now he wants to rebuild it less than half the original
size. i don't think so! this is a heritage building, things have to be done
a certain way... i want to move now!!
at least we'll be gone for the weekend. i'm very much looking forward
to seeing our "special friends"
it should be an amazing time.
we were thinking of leaving tonight but i have other plans
so the the sex party will have to wait...lol

aramaT

3:34 pm

i just want to scream outloud.
i want to scream at the assholes who ripped down my balcony with
no notice.
i want to scream at those who put words in my mouth and those
who assume what i'm feeling.
i really really hate that. ask me what i'm feeling, don't guess.
i'm really at my wits end with phred today. he's got a huge HATE
going for absolutely everything in our lives, which doesn't make me feel
especially good. i can't voice any of this because then he'll be mad at me
for making this about ME. which i'm not, i just don't see the point in
bitching about certain things anymore especially things about our apartment.
we've made the decision to move, were looking at houses so why
keep complaining about this place?
it seem like all the men in my life either just want to fuck me or
want nothing to do with me anymore, that's just how it feels lately.
agh!
OK, there's my scream and my rant.
feeling a little better.
araMat

8:32 am

i'm such a naughty grrl.. last night phred took naked pictures of me
to send to our "special" friends.. it was so much fun! i had no idea i'd
take so well to living room porn..

gotta run!
araMat *pornstar*

11:09 am

hurry up phred!
lets go!
spending way too much time together again
but were getting by... i'm actually very relieved that
we've been getting along so wonderfully.
after coming home from b.c i could tell he was feeling down
but the summer of phred and tamara is not over!
going to the Y before it shuts down for the afternoon.

araMat *the work out Queen*

10:31 am

as a result of going for a bike ride Ardeth Woods
was found dead. of course foul play is suspected and a
composite sketch of the man has already been released.
she left at 12:30 in the afternoon ! in the afternoon!
forget about women taking back the night, we need to take
back all 24 hours!

araMat

1:58 am

the way i'm being fucked lately with
such reckless abandon i'm getting lost in my
slutty self so much that i don't think i can take much more.
we've been ruff and wild before but i guess all it takes
is a little VACation to change things up.
the mirrors in
hotels and motels just seem made to watch yourself get fucked.
all over alberta and b.c
i love it.
i want more.
phred is asleep and all i can think of if is hard cock fucking me.
i love getting fucked.
i'm drunk
i'm high
i'm so,
i'm so....
i don't even know the words,
that moment when you feel that you can't get
enough,
that moment when you feel like you might explode or
burst with that craziest of all anticipation,
of that climax,
of that
one indescribable place
where you can't take anymore but you
want more.
that's where i'm AM.

arMAT