10:35 am

i want to go home. thank god this is over with on thursday...
i'll be working from 6am to midnight!
the only thing that makes me forget about working in this pit is our new amazing place....
which i would love to be in right NOW...

araMat

5:58 pm

the advance polls closed yesterday at 8pm, but that still dosen't stop people from coming down here wanting to vote. i'm getting pretty sick and tired of getting yelled at by people.... but i still enjoy the challege of trying to fix situations.
phred is moving all our stuff as i write. my parents will be here later tonight, we'll take one load down of stuff down to new place. actually things donated from my GrandMA. a kitchen table with 4 chairs! for some reason i'm really excited about that.
another 2 hours.
agh!@#$%^&(()

aramAT *has central air*

9:46 am

work is really starting to get to me. i try and not let it affect other things but it has. phred and i haven't been has close or intimate much lately and last night he errupted. i feel awful for neglecting his needs. he ended up sleeping on the couch while i cried myself to sleep. this morning he said he was sorry as did i.
i can't wait for this to be over.

araMaT

9:24 am

the advance poll opens in less than 30 mins. there are already people waiting outside the door. i was sent home yesterday within 20 mins of arriving at work. i guess i did look as bad as i felt?
with my day off i slept, i really needed that sleep. i could still sleep! all i can think of is life after oct 1 st. i can't wait!

back to counting the ballots!

araMat

hi sexy office boy!

11:52 am

agh!
bad day.
i made mistakes yesterday and spent the morning writing letters of apology to the electors that i screwed by issuing them certificates to vote in the wrong district.
i feel like an ass.
my boss has been really cool about it and the situation has been recified as much as i can be, but that dosen't really make me feel better...
i want to go home!

araMat

2:09 PM

i want to go home NOW.
i feel like shit, i'm losing my voice now...(
and for some strange reason i've had the desire to
smk butts. i won't but that dirty feeling has creeped up on me a few time already today.
i'm so bloody tired. i've been doing the job of 3 people down here! i've been doing data entry, taking calls when its busy and then doing my job on top of that. of course all the other things that pop up get delegated to me... i guess i should be flattered, the Returning Officer thinks i can handle it all. i can, its just today. i feel sick and money has gone missing from my wallet. the thieve works amoung us i suspect.....
anyway!
i keep trying to drift into thoughts about my new place but its a short lived mind adventure... lots to do here.
i'm hungry!

araMAT

7:20 pm

grrrrr!! this man just left my desk and left me feeling flushed. i do believe i actually blushed !
he was devastatingly handsome!
older, 36 a little gray but there was something about him that moved me.
*SIGH*
i love when that happens...

aramat

6:47 pm

people are arriving for the 7pm training.
these eager little voting beavers that are dying to be apart of the electoral process.
they all look pretty gray to me, retired perhaps...
no way in hell i'm working election day.
all i can think about is moving into my new
place. i'm arranging and rearranging the furniture over and over again in my head.
i need more furniture, that's all there is too it! our new place is much larger, and just better to say the least.

agh!
gotta run!
too many electors around...

araMat *election bitch*

well that was quick...
now i'm alone and its on the quite side so far today.
a pretty steady rush this morning but now its the odd
person wanting to know if there on the list.
i really love the fiesty old people that demand to know why they don't appear on the list. shouting that they've lived in ottawa for the past 30 years and have always voted! i like that i can apease them with a few kind words and a sensible solution... most times anyway.

12:06 pm

another 8 hours to go....

my biggest motivation is that phred and i found a new
place! its absolutley amazing! ground floor of a house and i'll actually have my own backyard!! that i am thrilled about.

fuck. more people are here.
gotta run.
araMat

11:52 am


TIRED.
nightMARES

11:29 am

i was just called a commie slut by a man registering to vote....

araMat

7:20 pm

almost done for the day! yeah! its been crazy. more media
coverage and this time they mentioned that were hiring.
the phones rang non stop for over an hour....

i had a few minutes to check my email earlier and there
was a great one from kristal my sexy gf.
she was sending me kisses as she put it "to the places that count"
*SIGH*
i can't wait to see her an her husband again, the four of us will have
a great time...

araMat*the dirty*

12:34 pm

finally have a moment to myself.
i've been bombarded this morning with bitches on the phone
and dirty men walking in....

i wanna get dirty with S.O.B
*SIGH*

araMat *is hungry!*

4:04 pm

its so cold in here my nipples could cut glass!
ouch! it hurts!

phred said he'd come and get me from work tonight we can both go
to the Y together. kind of like a date he's says. since i've started this job
we don't see each other much. he starts his new job next week.
today he signed papers making me the beneficiary of his benefits if he happens
to die or get dismembered... how pleasant.

i've been abandoned by dim witted assistant.

araMat *says register to vote!*

9:50 am

today has been the busy so far. i like it busy
that way i don't have to think to much about anything else.
aramat

7:20 PM

such a long day, its still not over...

i need a hugg.

araMat

6:05 pm

freaking out in the most controlled way.
i've been wanting people to come in and register, well
i came out of the back room to see maggie my coworker
assisting the man who brutually raped me.
i stayed in the back until he left. went over the basket with
his info and copied it all down. now i'm sitting here writing this
numb and in shock.
what do i do? what can i do?
fuck! fuck! fuck! fuck!

aramaT

4:50 pm

just a few people have come in today mainly for forms so they can vote by proxy
now its dead again.
lots of calls though
people with questions about the election. what they don't get is that this is the
returning officers office. not a particular partys office, we represent the electors.
i'm not suposed to comment on anything political at all. yesterday the independant candidate
came to give me flowers because he said i was very helpful. i had to refuse them, i can't accept
anything that could be construed as a "gift."

i could easily fall asleep right now. i want to crawl under my desk and take a nap.
ahhh... that just reminded me of S.O.B
*SIGH*
i'd like to fuck him again and this time not in a bathroom stall.

araMat *still very hungry*

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3:40 pm

i'm going slightly mad from food deprivation,
of course i'm being dramatic
that's just
me.
but am really hungry and i get bitchy if i don't eat.
i won't be biting any heads off around here though, they
pay me very well to do nothing so far.
next week were expecting a rush of people, till then i'm house/apt.
hunting online.

araMat

12:48 pm

finally! blogger is working! i was getting very frustrated.
i've been here at work with not much to do waiting for blogger
to come back online. now that it is all my great thoughts have
left my brain. except the fact that i'm staRVING! i forgot my money
at home and i ate my lunch at breakfast....
will some one please bring me food!??

araMAT

7:35 pm

still @ work.
got an email from melanie today, my old roomate from residence.
we haven't really kept in touch but for some reason she wants me meet
tomorrow night for drinks. we had one great summer together tree planting
then she dropped off the face of the earth..... she reappears from time to time
and again today. i'm not really in the mood but neville is bouncing off the walls excited to see her.
i guess i'm still sour about how we parted years ago, long story but she didn't behave like
a good friend should.

well its almost time to head out.
phred is insisting that i call him after i'm done at the gym for a ride home.
i like walking in the dark close to the shadows.

sometime soon i'll be on the NewRO since i'm working in
city centre office were having all sorts of press come down here.
i hope i look OK, how shallow does that sound? today hasn't been good
day for self confidence and image. i'm not sure why but inside i feel awful, i would
never project that just my super strong persona.
maybe i'm retaining water?

aramaT *the bloated*

5:01 pm

i've got much time on my hands today.
i started day dreaming about my girlfriend and
her beautiful boobs. we talked for ages last night.
she's heading to kabul next week but not for very long. i can't
picture her in a military uniform, in my minds eye right now i just
see her naked.......
with all time to think i haven't had any bad thoughts about our
experiences with our "special friends" just the opposite.
i found it very excting to see phred fuck her. i was expecting the occasional
pang of jelousy but i have yet to experience that.
since i'm working every saturday for the next month we won't be able
to visit them anytime soon......

3 more hours to go!
then to get rid of this FAT feeling i still have i'm off to the Y.
i'm hoping to see my new gay friend there, i love him already!
there's something about having gay male friends... not sure what
but he has IT.

araMat *election bitch*

12:53 pm

well i've looked up everyone i know in the electors database,
i've read the news online, eaten a sandwich and i'm beginning to
get very bored...
only another 7 hours to go......agh!

hi S.O.B
*SIGH*

araMat *feels gross*

9:37 am

its one of those days...
i feel like shit.
i woke up with a headache,
couldn't find anything to wear and when i did i felt
fat in everything...
i wish i was still in bed. instead i'm here, at work, waiting...
and waiting for anyone to come and register to vote.

aRamat

11:53 am

sitting in my new office

http://www.electionsontario.on.ca/

in case any ontario voters have any questions.....

really bored right now. not much to do. my co worker is
looking at web pages about Cats. i guess she likes cats?
for the first time in months i feel like a smoke!
agh!
OK
i think something is about to happen!

araMat

6:25 pm

well the summer of phred and tamara is officially over!
we both got jobs, i start tomorrow and phred starts next week.
its been great while it lasted...

aramaT